but searches for you beyond the horizon in your absence?
Why do I make you believe that I am strong
Why do I hide my tears from you
but long for your consoling shoulders?
Why do I pretend not to listen to you
but secretly I listen to your voice mails again and again?
Why do I hurl sarcasm to you in person
but such loving words I utter looking at you in distance?
Why do I force to free myself from your embrace
but quietly I wish I could feel the warmth longer?
Why do I push you away when our lips meet
but kiss your photo passionately so real?
Why do I scorn at your romantic advances
but the flame in me burns badly to make love with you?
Why have I built a colossal wall around me
but in reality I want to bridge the gap between us?
Why? Why? Why?
Why can't I be real to you?
Why do I let my super ego to control my feelings for you?
A Poem by Ranjini who blogs at Life is a BoX of ChoColate...